May 25, 2008

(15) An e-mail to my sister about our mother

This is an e-mail I wrote to my sister Abigail concerning my mother.

My mother Mercedes is 90 years old and I have always wondered why she knew things that I was trying to hide from her, not items but thoughts.
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Today I will be going to this Spiritualist Church in Manhattan, its in a nice area and I invited Annie to go with me to check it out.

I told mom that I was going to church today at 4:30, and she asked me "what kind of church is it", I told her its an all denominational church. This is where her psychic abilities came in, she told me that its a "Spiritualist Church", I was kinda shocked but I would of expected that from her since she is in fact clairvoyant. One day she she told me, and this is before everything started to happen to me, and I didn't know what to tell her. She said "It feels like bugs in my scalp are moving down", and it happened twice that she told me this. She told me that she told you and you told her "maybe its bugs", I laughed.

When I found out about Chakra's and started meditating my crown chakra started to activate and it in fact felt like bugs crawling down from the top of my head, this is in fact a cleansing process, as I have read. A light bulb went off in my head, "mom's crown chakra has been activating without any meditating at all". Does your crown chakra activate, if yes you know what I mean. My 3rd eye chakra activates all the time, I know what the 3rd eye chakra is but I will tell you some other time, if you don't already know.

So I said to myself "mom needs to be protected, she is being left wide open to psychic negative energies", I decided to talk to mom's spirit guide and wrote down in Spanish so mom can read it out loud "spirit guide I give permission to my son Freddie to make decisions for me as far as protection and my well being" and she did. So I talked to mom's guide and told her guide that my mother doesn't understand what is going on with her and that I want to be able to help protect her by placing protection white light bubbles around her and to help her manage her chakras and help to ground herself" so I have been doing that for some time now. Mom doesn't say anymore to me that someone is kissing her or touching her anymore. I told mom if they are good they can do that, I wonder if those kisses and touching came from dark energies since she isn't experiencing it anymore.

Anyway, mom didn't want me to go to the church, she thinks it has to do something with Santeria, why is it that Hispanic people especially Puerto Ricans think that if your psychic or a psychic medium your automatically into Santeria. She told me "mi abuela era Medium (my grandmother was a medium)" I couldn't believe my ears. I said "she was" I asked her "how do you know about mediums", she said "I know". Its funny about the story she tells me about her grandmother Vera, you have to ask her, I won't go into it.

I know we are all psychic in a way, but we are more than so. Mom gets it from her grandmother and we get it from mom.

Freddie

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