May 13, 2008

(13) Update: Startling news on the about me section on my journal

It turns out the East Indian man and the woman behind him were in fact apparitions that have not crossed over to the other side. The East Indian man was projecting thoughts into my mind making me think that he was my main spirit guide. He is considered to be a false spirit guide. My main guide is in fact female and her name is Louise.

I came to this conclusion after one day I sat down and I asked myself "why did my guide have a woman behind him when I first saw him when I was having an Out of The Body Experience (OBE)", "who is she" I said to myself, then it hit me like a ton of bricks. They are spirits that haven't crossed over. When I came across them I was projecting and my apartment looked very dirty. I saw them and they saw me and this is when the male was attracted to me because I noticed them and stayed in my apartment. I wasn't able to see them in physical life until my gifts became stronger.

The male is very angry and was jealous of me and projected bad thoughts into my mind, he taunted me in a way and came into my dreams. The woman that was with him was like his hostage and wouldn't let her cross over, she seemed very afraid and stayed close to him.

When I came to this realization I was on my coach reading and then my third eye started to activate, then the woman started to come in more clearly when before I only saw him, thinking that it was my guide in another area of the apartment. He kept her out of the way so I wouldn't see her and give him away. I said to them "I know now who you both are and I know what you have been doing to me", it was all clear to me now because of my clairvoyance.

I told him that I forgive him and I will help them both cross over. I read James Van Praaghs book Heaven and Earth when he helped two apparitions cross over to the other side, so I decided to do the same. I told them not to be afraid that they can be free and move on, that they weren't stuck here. I projected a huge white light bubble in front of them with my mind and told them go on, you can go home to your family and friends, they are waiting for you.

They both were hesitant and I kept telling them the same thing. The woman became strong and walked into the white light bubble and she was gone. The male didn't want to go so I told him "do you want to stay here alone for eternity, she is gone now", I felt that he began to weep because I sensed that he was very scared, he must have done things in his life that weren't very good and was afraid of judgment. I kept talking to him then finally he walked in the white light bubble and was gone, I was very emotional and I sensed that my guides were proud of me, was this a test.

Freddie

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