(16) Connecting to my Higher Self

For some time now I have been trying to connect to my higher self, finally success.

What is the Higher Self:

All individuals are one of the many incarnations that the Higher Self or the "real" you, sends to garner experiences on the third density, in this case, Earth. When an individual dies, the energy stream is withdrawn from the physical body. Without the physical constraint, an individual is allowed to spend more time exploring the third, fourth, and parts of the fifth densities in order to keep building a portfolio of life experiences. This is done until the energy stream is completely absorbed back into the Higher Self. This happens when all of the incarnations have achieved their main objectives, at which point the individual and its other incarnations are merged back with your Higher Self, the "real" you.

Actually I do hear my higher self as a small voice in my mind, but I wasn't sure if it was my higher self or my ego getting in the way. I began to read books on psychic development and I always read the area on "How to Connect to your Higher Self". I began to try several ways to try to connect, automatic writing, meditating while sitting. I might have connected but I wasn't sure. Then I read one book that instructed on laying down instead of sitting. This to me was a good idea since I notice that when I sit I tend to get tensed up without realizing it, then I get un-tensed then it happens again. I didn't get anywhere with automatic writing, I guess I didn't give it a chance, but I felt that my higher self doesn't want me to communicate in that way for now. I feel that my HS needs to attune itself to me first and that takes a little time, but in my case since I have always worked on my chakras they were ready to receive the flow of energy my HS would send out so I was confident that it wouldn't take me long and it didn't.

The first time I tried to connect to my HS while laying down I got two symbols. One was a large orange ball turning clockwise and the other was a white door. I was amazed, they were so clear, it was like looking at very clear photographs. The second day I did it again and I saw a hand with palms facing up. I read the meaning of these symbols and the one that got my attention most was the hand. The hand meaning "Healing, protected".

I kept thinking about the hand and in the past psychics have told me that I have the gift of healing. I didn't pay too much attention to it but was curious about the idea and if it was true. It stayed in my mind and I kept thinking to myself "am I neglecting this gift".

To get back to my HS, yesterday mourning I laid down and started to meditate and I opened and energized my chakras to connect, I laid there for fifteen minutes or so. Its very important to make your mind clear of chatter so your mind is completely blank, it was hard in the beginning but I archived it. I began to fill my body with white light and imagined a white screen in my mind. I visualized a white light coming from heaven into my crown chakra. Your HS enters your crown chakra and I definitely felt it before I started to get symbols and photos. I asked my HS in my mind "HS am I a healer", I waited a while and then I saw what looked like a human silhouette, and around that silhouette I saw a color spectrum, it stayed there for a few seconds, then I saw what looked like a color chart and it had level detectors on it that were slightly moving, then it was gone and I didn't see anymore. I started to think about what my HS sent me and I truly feel that my HS was giving me the answer, that yes you are healer and that I should study auras is what my HS was giving me and what I got.

I began to read up on auras and I started to stare at people to see if I saw anything. I see what looks like an invisible movement around people, like when you see heat coming from food that has just been heated up or when you walk on a very hot day on a beach and see the heat coming from the sand. I read that one can see color spectrum's in the aura but I didn't see any or it hasn't evolved in me yet. This takes training, and with proper guidelines to archive this. The colors in the spectrum have meanings and a healer can see illnesses that are there or will start to evolve into something serious. The healer can also sense illnesses by running their hand over a persons body to detect and start the healing process, while running their hands over the person the healer can also get images and feelings from the person. You can also give the person a reading, if you are mediumistic spirits might also come through.

This mourning was a very special morning because I experience something I wasn't expecting. I went through the process of preparing myself. I asked my HS for guidance and you have to give your HS permission to answer you. I laid there and I got some distance viewing images and movies at first, they didn't mean anything to me, I do distance viewing a lot but my mind goes anywhere since I don't direct it. I noticed that my crown chakra started to receive and I saw a white cat, I don't know if this cat is my totum animal since I have heard and felt a dog twice before. Suddenly I started to become light and suddenly my HS grabbed me and I was floating away from my body towards the window, it felt so good. My HS started to take me up into the sky, it was a feeling that I can't explain, it was unbelievable. It was like this beautiful spirit was inside of me and I felt the love and joy so strongly. Then suddenly I was back on my bed and I asked myself "I asked for guidance, I wonder what my HS was trying to tell me".

I finally figured it out, my HS was telling me that "now you know that I am here and I will always be here like I have always been". The joy I felt was indescribable, and telling this to my family is something I feel that they won't understand, except my sister of course since she is psychic herself. I had to share this with you and now I feel like I have my HS there for any questions and guidance I need. Not only that, now I can give more accurate readings with the help of my HS and of course my Spirit Guides. I am going to try this to communicate with my spirit guides and angels as well. I am also going to try automatic writing again when I become more attuned to my divine ones.

Freddie