"Not that I would care mind you.
I was reminded of when I first found seekers and needed to choose a name as I so desired to get into the heart of this site quickly............Well, Michellesjoy was the first thing that popped into my head............merely a question for me...............where had all my "joy" gone.If your time allows and you feel at all compelled, I would love to hear a few words of inspiration as I have had a more then usual painful couple of months. I am drained emotionally and physically and feel the ugly head of an even deeper depression looming. It's been a long four years of this depressed and manic state however I will tell you that "Hope" still remains~~
Welcome to seekers Latin Guy.............and the next time you get a skeptic........astral travel on their ass, their mischief will hardly catch up with you!!!
Light, Everlasting~~
Michelle"
Being new to a lot of what was going on in my life in terms of my gifts I didn't feel confident enough to proceed with someone I felt needed someone with more experience then me, so I digressed and kept going with the conversation. I listened to her like no one ever did, that is my calling. The conversation went on and on, she started to feel better because she had someone that understood her. I myself have been in black holes of depression that I couldn't get out of, but her condition was a medical one. It turns out that the doctors couldn't find the right medication for her and eventually did. She is so thankful to me and I felt strange that I made someone feel the way she did about me because she kept telling me to this day that God sent me to her, and that she loves me, not in that way mind you but as a dear friend that cares. She calls me and we have great conversations now. She has a four year old daughter name Bianca, the love of her life.
One day she emails me and this is a small part of her email:
"I need to get to bed, long day tomorrow for me, which is a good thing I suppose since not too long ago I was having a problem just leaving the house...
I do have a couple of things I would like to get your advice on..................maybe I will try and give you a call tomorrow if I get a free moment. I have a job opportunity presenting itself that I am not completely positive about or I am..........................I don't know? The other question was about my sister."I thought to myself "the other question was about my sister", I didn't know what she meant and waited for what she had to tell me. One day I am on my computer and she starts a chat with me with AOL's instant messenger. At one point I asked her "what was the question about your sister". She said that her sister who is really her foster sister has Lymphoma Cancer. I didn't know what to say but sorry. She knew that I was a healer because I told her that I had been to my "healing room", this story is here so if you haven't read it please do, it's called "I crossed over and saw".
She wanted me to pray for her and perhaps do a distant healing prayer for Emme, that is her sisters name. Emme lives in Arkansas and is 42 years old. I told her that I will pray but that I have no experience in doing a distant healing prayer. She said that is fine, I asked more questions about her sister.
I started to think and I said to myself "but why don't I know how to do distant healing?", I have been to my healing room and I have been doing healing for a long time, I just didn't remember it. I started to look up distant healing on the search engines on the Internet and found lots of ways to do it. One was very simple so I decide to use it. It said that I should have a locket of hair or a photo of the person or a small doll representing the person. I didn't feel the doll was right for me because it felt like I was going to do Voodoo so I picked the photo part of it.
I emailed Michelle and asked her for a photo of Emme. She emailed the photo to me and I printed it out. I placed it on a table with lite white candles on both sides.
I sat down and and I stared to talk to God after I finished my protection prayers, I started my conversation with God very emotionally.
"God there is woman by the name of Emme Katherine Park , she was born on 1966 and now lives in Arkansas. Emme has Lymphoma cancer and now it is spreading. God I know that you gave me the gift to heal and I have been to my healing room many times to heal others. You gave me this gift for a reason and I am going to use it today to heal Emme God. I want all of my Spirit Guides, Angels, Jesus and you God to assist me. This is Emme's photo and now God I will being"
I sat down and lite a white light incense, put on some mediation music, lowly. I sat down and I started to meditate. I started to do the healing as if I did it many times before, which I did. In my mind I kept mentioning "Emme Katherine Park", over and over again "this is her photo, she lives in Arkansas", suddenly the top of my head started to tingle profoundly and my 3rd eye started to tingle shortly after that. I saw myself on the astral plain. My spirit guides were with me, the tingle is a sign that they are here with me. I imagined God's healing gold light showering me and all of my chakra centers were opened, vibrating and turning. I said "Now send this golden healing light to Emme and cure her, I saw the light turn and swoop way out to where it was supposed to go, I kept sending the golden light to Emme all the way to Arkansas. My body was vibrating, chanting in mind over and over again. Suddenly I started to see Emme about three times, she was sitting down. Suddenly I felt joy and peace and I knew it was over.
It took me forty five minutes to do the distant healing.
Freddie
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